Saturday, February 8, 2020

1213 Words:


This poem verily summarized my entire ethic. We MUST be Good, at all times, both waking and asleep, that we might treat Others fairly, and we MUST also be passionate, on behalf of our own needs, that we might treat Ourselves fairly and thereby perpetuate the process. It follows logically that there is but ONE way to get anything you want, and that is by being Good, for Goodness is a constant, as is Desire. Anyone who is Good to you must never be questioned, for those who are Good constantly must always be in such a predicament, and they deserve least to be suspected of insincerity, while those who are insincere must be rewarded so as to BECOME sincere, for they must learn that only Goodness CAN be rewarded. Those who are inconsistent must only be punished for their lapses in Goodness; they must never come to power by evil means, for then they enthrone evil, reducing Goodness to something conditional and treating the condition as though THAT were the measure of a Goodness that TRULY must be unconditional. Life is twofold: we must remain innocent in order to preserve that to which we are entitled by birth, and we must use Noble Means, the likes of which would never contradict our Innocence, to acquire those things which we need but to which we are (somehow, nonetheless) NOT intrinsically entitled. Any lesser way of life is not worth living.

I know that you are proud of me.

Namaste.

Dmytri A.A.
[({Dm.A.A.)}]

P.S.: You know what’s wild? When I first typed up the poem in Calibri it numbered exactly 19 pages, and it cut off, just as it does now, with the signature dangling alone on the last page. Now, reset to Bembo, it is 18 pages, but it cuts off in precisely the same manner. NEAT.

It started with an injury.
I had done nothing wrong.
Though no one would give in to me
Nor sing along to such a song.

Instead, the chorus:
They abhor us.
For our vanity.

They say: there is no way
There’s nothing for us
Waiting from humanity.

And I protest:
I past the test!
And I was totally
Devout and true.

And they contest:
Give it a rest.
The world does not
Revolve about just
You.

And I reply:
I know. But I
Was innocent
And undeserving
Of this pain.

They say: you are quite
Insolent to claim you
Owned it. This you
Claim only in vain.

So I explain:
I’ve known that.
But the pain of
Deprivation

Surely must contain
Within it plainly
The entire
Situation.

If, by the denial
Of desire in its
Consummation I
Were thus to be unjustly
Hurt, would you not
Say we must be
Far more trusting
Of the ones whom
We so lustfully
Desert?

Instead: the chorus
Sings the score thus:
We have owed you
Nothing more.
So though you
Had done nothing
To offend us
There is nothing
To defend within
Your store.

And I implore this at the door:
I must confess it to be so!!
But if there’s something I can do
To earn this, do please let me
Know.

For I was innocent
Of all wrongdoing
Yet if doing nothing
Wrong was not
Enough,

Then show me
What I needed to
Be doing and I
Promise I’ll
Be tough.

And yet they say:
There is no way
There’s nothing for us
Waiting from humanity.

And if your vanity
Should peak then you
Will seem quite weak
In strength and sanity.

For you are meek to even ask
If you should seek to bask
Within this glory

Why then even bother
To inquire of the task?
Is it not higher to be father
Of your own, inspired
Story?

And I say:
Okay. But there
Must be a way
That most of
My peers
Play.

How can they get away,
So few in years, with
What they do and
Say?

I never knew
Such cleverness
That could start
Families in teens.

I did not dare to
Sever this pursuit from
My most noble
Means.

But oh, how destitute am I
If every year I die a bit inside.
Wondering why I have to hide
And must abide by someone
Else’s pride.

How is it justified?
If I am snide, then
Please: I’m open wide
Upon my knees just
Tell me how am
I to cure this
Insecure
And self-
Assured disease?

And then the chorus
That deplore us
Simply roll their
Eyes.

And they say something
Of the Human Soul
That I cannot control
However wise.

And still, once more,
They say: there is
No way. No way,
No how. You can’t
BECOME entitled
To the consummation
Of your vital functions
In this day and age.
Not now.

And hence I rage:
But have I not
Been kind? Have
I no mind? And
Is it not
Refined by
Value?
Shall you tell me
I’m defined
By vices I
Had never learned?

The fire of desire
For all those I have
Admired

Left me mired in the
Pyre of an aspiration
Burned!!

And they say:
If you would
Require virtue
To have been the
Wood to fuel your
Flame, don’t be surprised
That those who had
Admired it desert you
All the same.

For shame!! For if you
Would so sear your
Inner good to forge a
Spear, don’t be surprised
When, analyzed,
You will prove to have been
Disguised and insincere.

And then I scream up to the skies:
My Dear!! How can I hence be
Analyzed? I am incensed
By this pretense: that
To tell Truth excessively
Is tantamount
To telling lies.

If am honest in my prime
And I am noble in my deed
If I am all of this and all the
Time, how am I then
To feed my basic, universal
Need?

Such a reversal is absurd:
That having proven
True of word,
My kindness makes
Me less attractive
And I find this
Retroactive:
That for even
Trying to attract
As if defying
Our most
Universal pact,

I’ve rendered suspect
That same circumspect
Intent towards which
Alone I have ever
Been prone and bent.

And they say:
This is why you
Stand alone.
For you demand
It to be known.

That you would never
Sin if you could help it.
But you’d win each time
You yelp it.

Like a whelp, and it’s
Ironic. In your genius
You are moronic.
For you see in this
The irony but you
Refuse to be.

For you confuse
Your dignity for
That attraction
Which we can
Produce not by
Some righteous action
But by breaking rank
And shifting faction
Just by the most
Subtle fraction.

My rebuttal: Yes.
To you, you would
Possess your goodness
As a tool.

And me: I am possessed BY
Goodness like I am its
Fool.

You would easily
Withdraw it
From the table
If it made you
Able to persuade
Each other how
To get along.

But I
I cannot justify
It. So I live
And I die
By it.

And you seek
To quiet me.
But why
Should I thus
Speak to thee?

For everything
That you would say
To get your way
Might be a lie.

You’re right;
There truly is
No way

[To justify it.
Nay.
Goodbye.]

[({Dm.A.A.)}]

Sunday, February 2, 2020

WAR GAMEZ:


Video games do reinforce violent tendencies by simulating a reality wherein violence is a viable and strategic option. This may be novel for the sort of introverted person who begins playing games as a way of coping with social anxiety. In so far as the developers themselves are afflicted with antisocial tendencies, the design of the game may in itself be the expression of a violent, antisocial tendency, the likes of which we find in such delusions such as survivalism, as well as the veneration of armed conflict and organized crime, all common cultural themes that have a place in game design as well as a “target” audience (no pun intended) in those adults and adolescents who already exhibit these neuroses as conscious attitudes. It follows logically that it is ridiculous to try to separate the “fantasy” of video games from the “reality”; in fact, that is already a violent line to draw, and often gamers draw it violently.
There is no mistaking the fact that the leading franchises in game development hinge upon Immersion, the sensation of a game’s virtual environment being “real”. In effect, a game cannot be said to be experienced totally without the suspension of disbelief. In theatre, the actor has to suspend his or her own disbelief and identity in order to “disappear into the role”, and it is out of both empathy for the actor and sympathy for the character that auditors forget their own lives, except perhaps by analogy to the simulated world.
Yet can this be called “escapism”? When composers innovated Program Music in the nineteenth century, they abandoned “absolute music” in favour of compositions which “told a story”. Narrative immersion was thus introduced into a medium that previously only explored drama in opera, oratorio, and the occasional lute ballad about crying. Composers wrote programs that were printed for the audience to read and to contemplate as they listened to the music. Hector Berlioz managed to woo a woman who had previously spurned his advances by composing an entire Symphony in her honour. The Symphonie Fantastique used experimental orchestral techniques to invoke the quality of a heartbroken young man’s drug trip; some instruments are even believed to represent the fall of a guillotine’s blade as the vision becomes more and more nightmarish. The effect was miraculous: his light of love was so moved by the composition that she agreed to marry him. (Though perhaps this was more of a testament to the beauty of the music than the plot of the story, since too much immersion might have offended her once she imagined herself depicted as a witch. The marriage ended quickly, probably as the spell faded.)
What’s remarkable about music and what sets it apart from theatre is that it is Imminent. No one goes to a concert just to “escape” reality; one goes there to experience reality more intensely and immediately. Every note is Absolutely What It Is, even if the music is not “absolute music”. When you hear the percussive crash, you may imagine a falling blade, but there is no denying that a cymbalist smashed two cymbals together; everyone in attendance saw it. Nothing is truly “hidden from the audience” in formal music; even something as Byzantine as Mick Gordon’s sound experiments for the Doom Soundtrack did not take long for audiophiles to unriddle, with hilarious dramatic irony.
This hints at an important trend known to philosophers as “naïve realism”. When gamers tell you that they can discern “reality” from “fantasy”, hoping to save the integrity of the fantasy by disidentifying with those who cannot adequately comprehend “reality”, they are already waging a sort of virtual warfare, on behalf of their own communities and lifestyles, which is fought on a philosophical battlefield. The pretension that a TRUE gamer CAN be trusted to discern “reality” from “fantasy” is already a form of fantastical escapism. Yet this is not only because gamers MUST escape “reality” in order to enjoy the “fantasy” of the game. I don’t mean to imply that, like a method actor who is too good for his own good, they forget how to “turn off the fantasy”, even though the history of extreme method acting would make this tendency to “leave it on” embarrassingly relatable and forgivable. My contention is a metaphysical one: that this “reality”, as distinct from this “fantasy”, does not exist.
Gamers of an extremely rational temperament already escape, on a daily basis, into the nineteenth century. Rationalism suggests a Hierarchy of Reality that is comprehended only by the most “rational, discerning” adult minds. Roughly summarized, it can be laid out like this:

1.         Hard Facts.
2.         Collective Knowledge.
3.         Individual Experience.
4.         Fiction.

Yet suppose we dispossessed ourselves of this conditioned prejudice. Consider, again, Music: we know it to be REAL; that it makes us feel as though we were somewhere else is no more an illusion than the feeling that we hear a loved one’s voice over the telephone. Sure: we should question the integrity of the medium, as well as those who use it, but perhaps not to the point of outright paranoia. Berlioz seems to have adequately communicated his feelings through his Symphony, and for some short time his fantasy became a socially accepted reality. (Thankfully, minus the witches’ sabbath.)
What if we saw games in the same manner? Philosophers such as Lacan and Zizek attest to the reality of virtuality, even delineating several layers of each. Instead of plagiarizing them, however, I would like to take advantage of the novelty of the gaming medium in order to introduce a model of my own:

The realm of Fact CONTA!NS the domain of Fiction. All fictitious works are produced, reproduced, and experienced in the Real World. What is hidden from the audience, to various extents, is the Fundamental Nature of the Artistic Work. Yet this is ALSO hidden from the DEVELOPER, who learns how to synthesize new realities by entering into established traditions. Often, the point of entry is totally arbitrary. When a college student tells you that she is “learning the basics” of programming, sound design, writing, et cetera, she is bluffing, though she may not know it. There is no “foundation” upon which learning occurs; we just start coding, writing, and composing at some point arbitrated by the teacher. It’s the same way with all languages, and any language plays such a radical part in shaping our “realities” that it seems daunting, if not impossible, to look Reality directly in the face. Life can be understood almost entirely in terms of communications. In context of this, those inputs which we deem to be the products of the “Real World” are no more reliable than those which are produced through the consumption of Art; it is purely a cultural conceit to treat Art as though it had come from the Heavens instead of from Earth. All information passes the threshold of personal Imagination. If there is any Reality to hold on to, it is ensnared not by the force of Reason alone, but by the force of Will.
Now let us return to the question, therefore, of Violence.
Something like Warfare, especially of the Modern kind, may be understood by analogy to the Law. Franz Kafka writes, in his seminal novel The Trial, that no man has access to the Law. This principle applies in Vince Gilligan’s prequel to Breaking Bad, Better Call Saul, wherein several young but established lawyers grapple with the labyrinthine complexities of the legal system and what it means to them.
The same can be said of war. There is no true “specialist” in armed conflict. Young men and women are “thrown into” a war zone, whether voluntarily or involuntarily, with only their orders and their national identity intact. Even the highest-ranking members of any military cannot say for certain what the Absolute Nature of violence is; they have become so accustomed to it as a justifiable means, whether noble or a necessary evil, that their very instincts have become biased in its favour, and any universalizing philosophical claims which they might make about the Gods of War and where those Gods might stand within a larger Pantheon are bound to be the product as much of willpower and conscience as of deduction.
This is why war games have so much replay value. It’s become a joke between myself and my sister that most first-person shooters are practically the same game: you parachute into a warzone and you shoot things. Very few games in the industry, such as Doom, BioShock, and Half-Life, deviate from this format. It’s not just because this format works as a recognizable design formula; the REASON that it works is because it mirrors the actual conditions of (the) military occupation so well. Everyone is “thrown into” it without much preparation; bootcamp is only a tutorial, which is offered as sort of a stand-alone demo in the form of R.O.T.C. training. Why, then, would you play a game over again, if each time you must start from the bottom ranks? (so to speak, at least.) Wouldn’t the novelty and the mystery wear off by the end of the first playthrough? The answer is an overwhelming “Sir!! no, Sir!!”
The truth is that reaching the final objective and dispatching the last enemy are not sufficient to comprehend the experience. Yoko Taro uses this to ingenious effect in his masterpiece Nier: Automata. The same story is presented in the first two playthroughs from two different perspectives; a previously nonplayable character switches places, so to speak, from our perspective as mere players, with the principal heroine. By the end of each consecutive playthrough, the same conflict is revealed to be more absurd than it had appeared previously, and the same ending is made to appear less heartbreaking only to the extent that the final, disillusioning blow has been forestalled for a short while longer. Players watch adept soldiers, overwhelmed by armies and monoliths, turn into seasoned warriors, only to become powerless before the sheer meaninglessness of the entire crusade for which they were designed to fight. Nier: Automata is the sort of game that can turn a pacifist into a freedom fighter, only to spite his commitment to the cause by using the same initial pacifism against the heroes in a tragic fashion whose brutality is augmented by its cosmic and ironic justice. In the same manner, most other war games, such as Call of Duty, can give a young man who never stood a sizeable chance against bullies the experience of killing terrorists and becoming a hero to the ostensibly Free World. It’s not a fantasy that one can easily dismiss in the contemporary media; entire dynasties pledge themselves to such a cause, disowning their children who would go off in search of another way.
Yet can a game alone turn someone into a Special Operations officer? Perhaps not. The kid might just as easily become a first-person shooter. Don’t get me wrong; he probably won’t. All that the game supplies is the EXPER!ENCE OF using violence, communicated from the point of view of the Developers and their contributing consultants, through the interactive medium, to the player. The rest is up to the player. Most players are presumably too stupid to comprehend the impact of the games they play upon their own decisions, though in many ways Life Itself is a game which can only be understood by analogy (really, by metonymy) to its various sub-games, only a fraction of which are formally referred to as games and even fewer of which are “video games”. Only the subtlest players will comprehend the fact that, even in the virtual world, they have willingly reduced others to objects and used force and dexterity to silence those objects. Video games can serve the same function, therefore, as combat training, wherein previously conscientious, life-preserving civilians become professional killers by practicing on human-shaped targets.
If it works in conditioning soldiers, can a consumer not use it to the same effect? The clever, metaphysically enlightened players may do so consciously, using the Reality of the Game to warrant the conflict in Actual Life, though they are met with anti-intellectual opposition from law enforcement and clinical psychiatry. The ordinary minds will simply internalize the experience and confine it to the dream realm, until some trying and demoralizing situation compels them to be seized by an unintegrated archetype and they act out a subconscious, violent fantasy with such stunning accuracy that they themselves might not believe it afterwards. Who is the greater danger of these two parties? The jury is out on that, as is the Court Martial.
Games are a wonderful learning tool. Playing through even the first run of Nier: Automata helped me to recover from line hypnosis and abuse at an overwhelming and physically demanding job. My reflexes were heightened; I found within myself the capacity to communicate clearly and efficiently while running from objective to objective within a very narrow time limit, honing in on every moment. War games are not alone in training us. The Curse of Monkey Island taught me to scan my environment, both immediate and macroscopic, for clues and opportunities, though I’d like to say I never stole anything. Braid taught me how to rethink my assumptions, trying the same thing over and over again but in different ways until the underlying secret was revealed. Sonic, one of my first games, taught me how to run and jump, but also when to stop and to pace myself. Beyond the mechanics, a game’s narrative can tell a story that a novel or a film cannot convey. By the second playthrough of Nier: Automata, I was shaky about my place in the Universe; by the third, I had lost all moral and romantic hope for the future. I do not regret this, since several playthroughs later I had the opportunity to make a sacrifice that would at once impact a stranger and test my altruism in the Real World. Though I will respectfully abstain from spoiling this ending, suffice it to say that it’s an ideal example of the Game Becoming Real, in a manner that reveals how it was Real Already. But I’ll leave that up to you to decide, especially because that ending is optional.
I can already begin to imagine the counterarguments regarding violence. Somewhere, somehow, there may be a Navy S.E.A.L. who only plays Animal Crossing. While such news, presented as a retort, would be an impressive observation, it’s hardly a logical argument. It would sooner be an instance of correlation masquerading as causation in an attempt to use an exception to challenge a trend. It is not enough, however, to find one professional killer who only plays a notoriously nonviolent game. One must expose the internal logic of the connection. I have demonstrated, on multiple grounds and through multiple disciplinary lenses, the MANNER IN WH!CH video games and other art forms, including those dating back hundreds of years, can influence human behaviour. The man who kills at work but fishes at home does not prove by so doing that games are inconsequential. Supposing that that same gamer had chosen, instead of a career in the military, to catch rare fish and to sell them in order to pay his mortgage. Such an example would certainly act as overwhelming evidence for my hypothesis, for he can easily be accused of having learned the habit from Animal Crossing, though his defense might attest that the realism of Animal Crossing lies in the fact that you can do that anyway. (In traditional societies, perhaps so.) It is not that games are the ONLY road to violence, nor that they are ONLY a road to violence. Yet a game CAN be a road to violence, notwithstanding, and unlike examples to the contrary my argument illuminates the path and its internal workings. I am almost afraid to do so, knowing how it might be used, though I do not doubt that those who would abuse it have already begun to do so, so I seek to illuminate this as much to expose them as to offer strategies.
In summary: Yes. Games can and do make people violent.
The real question, therefore, is this: ought they NOT to?
Games like Nier: Automata compel us to think of violence in different ways. I am told that the same can be said of games like Spec Ops: the Line, and I can say with some certainty that God of War, Half-Life, and Grand Theft Auto use different styles of storytelling to elicit sympathy for mercenaries. The best war stories tend to be told towards this end, regardless of whether the proffered thesis is a pacifist one or a martial one. What sets games apart is that you do not only watch the simulated violence; you enact it, and you live with the consequences. Considering that modern warfare forces recruits to treat their targets as THOUGH they were mere objects, the microcosm of three-dimensional digital models, animated only by artificial intelligence, is not very far off from the truly postmodern battlefield, and the very nature of postmodernity makes it anyone’s guess where one front ends and the other begins. Between the violence in games and the violence on the streets, who is to draw “the Line”? We have the privilege, in the United States, of marginalizing the threats to our immediate safety as we venerate our representatives in foreign wars. Whenever a civilian snaps and commits violence in the homeland, it is a media tragedy, yet it also exposes the fact that we are never TRULY safe from our own culture, and perhaps we should sympathize more with those cultures whose constituents might have to ban video games to prevent children from becoming extremists. The subtlest thinkers do not presume upon nonviolence, even if they might arrive at it. Yet if we are to defend our generation’s greatest Art Form, let us not underestimate its power to create new, Real Worlds.

[({Dm.A.A.)}]

Friday, January 31, 2020

K!TCH:


One of the most disturbing things about working in a restaurant is the extent to which people tolerate deplorable conditions. One grows up expecting a certain standard, and working towards this ideal in all avenues of life becomes the only practical design for morality, as well as the only basis for Goodness, the denial of which constitutes the entirety of evil. Karl Marx needed very seldom to refer to something or another as evil; most of his texts are simply saturated with disturbing accounts whose import ought to be self-evident. Despite this, psychologists such as Jordan Peterson and philosophers such as Camus, despite showcasing a brilliant scholarship in their respective areas of specialization, insist on marginalizing Marx by depicting life as though it were an inevitable struggle. As Jiddu Krishnamurti attested, if we did not accept human life as misery, life and death would cease to be seen as problems. Jung insisted that man cannot tolerate a meaningless life, and neurosis is categorically NEEDLESS difficulty. Viktor Frankl insisted that those with a Why to live could bear with any How. Given the unanimity of these intellectual father figures, it is preposterous to consider that their progeny should resort to cynicism. My generation ought instead to protest Absurdity, as Camus prescribed, and to live in such an unconditionally free manner that life itself might become vindicated as a rebellion. When we perceive a situation to be unfavourable, we ought to feel the obligation to change it, for ourselves and for each other. Instead I have seen the most palpable treachery in the tendency to tolerate the intolerable, almost deriving pride from sloth, divorcing the ethic of effort from that of reform. It is not as though we do not behave as THOUGH our generation were singularly right just for being ours; we simply have disowned and lost the entire tradition of genuine progress. Even loyalty itself has become debased, as equality has begun to appeal only to the lowest common denominator. Rebellion itself, even when it is on behalf of the entire colony, warranted by the integrity of the business, is treated as though IT were sheer mutiny, though inwardly no member of the crew seems truly to believe in the integrity of the captain’s idealism more so than does the rebel, who seeks first to uphold the leader’s idealism and only by chance happens to threaten the leader’s true power. Those with a Why to live can bear with any How. Unfortunately, the “how” is born without any apparent Why. If a fetish is found to substitute for human solidarity, then it is much too myopic to be readily recognized. It follows logically that the evil that Marx ascribes to capitalist leaders is not merely a projection of his own tribal mind, but rather the deduction of an indignant conscience. What was far more tribal was the Red Scare, which appears far more repressive than the Red Terror, for its primary sin lay in that it demoralized an entire populace.

[({Dm.A.A.)}]

BOJACKS6E9:


Initially, I thought that I would have to hate Hollyhock. The sentimentality of sibling relationships alone never swayed me in television; I defend Charles McGill to this day. This is a more blatant matter. When Hollyhock meets Peter Repeat, whom we might presume to have conferred unto her some sort of sensitive information, there was a very clear course of action for her: she might have either dismissed the gossip, on bloody PR!NC!PLE, or she might have done her research. Even Sarah Lynn, an absentminded drug addict, could find Penny Carson online, and it takes even less time to find an age of consent for a state in the United States. It would not have been poor form to investigate the incident that Peter inexplicably recounted; professional journalists were already showing interest in doing so. At any rate, even were the means for her investigation barred, she might have successfully reconstructed the event mentally based simply upon an intuitive grasp, and that would have been EAS!ER to do than it would have been for anyone to predict the “outcomes of” BoJack’s encounter with Penny Carson in Season Two. If that were not enough, Hollyhock might simply have TALKED to BoJack, who had given her absolutely no reason to hate her. His presence at Wesleyan is not “selfish”; to be more precise, the quality of its being or not being “selfish” is by no means determined by some infantile need to ask her for permission to teach a CLASS once requested to do so. At any rate, a professor who is thought of highly by Hollyhock’s BEST FR!END must certainly be deemed sufficiently trustworthy that Hock would feel safe confronting him. I would have expected nothing less than this: “I know that this might seem absurd, but through what appears to be an incredible coincidence I have made the acquaintance of a young man who claims to have been formerly associated with you. Knowing that you are a celebrity, I will not presume upon the validity of his account, for you surely encounter many, but I must ask you to either corroborate or to deny it if I am to sleep well at night, since some elements of his account called your character overtly into question.” You see, that is what one would EXPECT of a young woman at a University. It is also synonymous with decency, and one hopes for nothing less upon GROW!NG UP.
The fact remains that BoJack had every right to sleep with Penny Carson, and it’s only tragic that they were interrupted by Charlotte. Penny’s mother demonstrates a considerably inhibited capacity for moral reasoning in her old age, especially by contrast with Penny, who knows her own legal rights, as well as those of BoJack. BoJack had neither right nor motivation to dismiss her autonomy with ageist prejudice, and any university student should feel some sting of injustice that he would even consider doing so under the force of illusory pressure. Yet if BoJack’s initial refusal of the call to adventure was an act of Sartrean bad faith (a philosophy mentioned on several occasions throughout the series, including references to Sartre overtly by name) then he was heroic by contrast with Charlotte, whose “happiness” is threatened by the mere PRESENCE of BoJack. When Charlotte concludes that BoJack “makes [her] sad”, she attempts to escape responsibility for her own emotions. The life that she has “built for herself”, narcissistically, is a bourgeois fantasy and a sham, easily disturbed by the mere presence of an old friend with stronger feelings than her own husband or children ever showcase. If BoJack’s feelings of authenticity “make her sad”, it is because she is sad already. While some critics insist that she has found a more authentic happiness by foregoing short-term gratification for long-term gain, and while the ham-fisted B-stories of this most recent episode seem to reinforce this platitude like a children’s rhyme, the fact is that positive behaviour does NOT produce positive outcomes in the BoJack Horseman Universe, and neither can we presume that Charlotte is Good because she is “happy”, nor that BoJack “did something wrong” because he is met with misery. Charlotte has only her past and her hopes for the future. BoJack acts truthfully within the Moment, just as Cuddly Whiskers prescribes, though the philosophy may have been bastardized by Copernicus. Charlotte has Some Nerve calling in a favour from BoJack at the end of the episode. How was HE supposed to know about those journalists?

Making rational sense of an absurdist comedy is by its nature futile, but if the comedy is sufficiently informed then its relevance is not lost in personal life. Expecting some sort of a melodrama, I sat down to watch, upon its release at midnight, with some reflections of my own. I have had to conclude that most young women, by contrast with older ones, have treated me with contempt in direct proportion to the affection that I showed them, and such a double-standard is unacceptable. Thankfully, I have made the acquaintance of a few whom I can tolerate and understand, in whom I can place my faith as both an academic and a man, thanks to the miraculous Internet. Yet perhaps it was this same device that produced so many self-entitled fakes. About half of these women who found the authority to spurn my affection were themselves involved in romance. Having been single for nine years, a decade come my twenty-ninth birthday, I must find their hypocrisy laughable, if only to prevent its becoming tragic. I did nothing to wrong these women. THE!R feelings are not MY consequences. If I COULD possess myself of the capacity to control the emotions of others, I would not know how to use it, for even with a goal in mind the apparent mechanics of emotional reaction are absurd. Even were it proven to me that I had such a power, and hence such a responsibility, I would disown both to preserve individual autonomy*.
[({Dm.A.A.)}]
*My foregone conclusion that this power is illusory, a conclusion corroborated by the few women in my life who are serene enough to imagine an amoral world, despite strong moral convictions of their own, is an expression of respect for this autonomy, and hence it is morally imperative to conclude.

Saturday, January 25, 2020

CLOS!NG REMARX:


Regarding the Bill Cosby trial, it is obvious that the Court of Public Opinion settled the matter long before the Court of Law did, reflecting poorly upon both, for they must always recognize their independence and their inequality. The verdict came down to a simple, cynical question: who are the liars? One man or fifty women? Whom are we to accuse, lest we be accused? The trial was really one that tried the American People. On the surface, we were being tried for sexism; deep down, we were being tried for Fascism and mob rule. Presented with that cynical question, only incidentally gendered, (though not without the influence of gender politics, though we were tested to see if we would ignore that bias) there was no obvious answer, nor was there one which was more obviously cynical. My vote came in this form (for whatever good my vote ever does, for Reason has historically occupied the extreme minority): that experience has shown me that people, especially those involved in politics, with personal gain in mind, are far MORE likely to lie in groups, even condemning the few who speak the Truth to ridicule; the word “snitch”, a slur more perverse than any ethnic pejorative, serves to evidence this depraving tendency. That I side against fifty women in defending one man is simply a matter of course in matters of Justice, since the mob is almost always wrong, no less so for believing its own lies as each of its constituents hears them repeated enough times. Their gender is incidental from a rational perspective; the tragedy is not one of sexism but rather that, in the attempt to curb the toxic influence of sexism, feminism organized women INTO a mob, shamelessly promising them not only protection but success in solidarity, in matters so subtle and consequential that they ought instead to have been handled by rational individuals, operating free of partisan distortions. This much I can say for certain, for it requires no further evidence: the sexism of any one man PALES before the sexism of fifty women, and the fact that they have yet to be put on trial in EITHER Court serves to corroborate this unbiased commentary upon Humanity.
[({Dm.A.A.)}]
Perhaps I have been too kind towards the Dead. Looking back on my relationship with Alanna, I can see why I abandoned the ideal of chivalry which still drives so many deluded men in their defense of grotesquely privileged women. I had been the One and Only to play the part of the Knight in Shining Armour, the Gentleman and the Loyal Servant, exalting myself only in direct proportion to my idealism, expecting only that which I would have granted to those most loyal to me. The nature of our relationship could not be reduced to any sort of friendship that could have been betrayed by sexual longing, so my longing was not inappropriate; even passersby who witnessed our first meeting were charmed by the seeming romance of our correspondence, and veritably most romance comes out of these specific conditions. Even if I would never mate with someone who had been so loyal to me, it is only because those few who have been loyal to me were never as attractive as I was in doing so, for I served her only as a gentleman courting a lady would, and she showed little reservation in using this tradition for herself. The fact remains that she chose someone disloyal and treacherous over someone who adapted his entire lifestyle to her influence, desiring primarily her self-preservation and only secondarily her love, while the other squandered the love and renounced the preservation, though he owed the both to the both of us, having betrayed my friendship to acquire the love and having had her preservation as his only justification for having done so. It was I that had to protect her from him; Reason offered me no recourse, whatever her madness might retort. And SHE thought to call ME “stalker”? I deserve better.
[({Dm.A.A.)}]
Regarding Equality:

1.                 All beings value their own lives.

2.              It follows logically that all beings must value all lives.

3.              The best means by which to preserve all lives is through reciprocal altruism.

4.             Equality is the only means by which to effectively enact reciprocal altruism.

a.According to equality, I can value others as much as I value myself.
b.It follows that I might prioritize others over myself (altruistically) with the conviction that they will do so for me (reciprocally).
c.   Additionally, if I am to treat others as I would like to be treated, I must confess that no one wants to be treated as inferior, so the attempt to escape inferiority by becoming superior is a fruitless enterprise, for it only ensures that others feel inferior to me.
d.Additionally, the benefit of Equality is that the preservation of my needs is not confined to my abilities, for I can rely upon the abilities of others to protect my needs.
e.  By the same token, and perhaps even more significantly, my abilities are not confined to the preservation of my own needs. This allows for a sort of progress which is not exploitative and irrational.
5.              Envy, jealousy and vindictiveness are simply attempts to adapt to the betrayal of Altruism. Equality as an ideal does not stem from them, but the obverse is true.
[({Dm.A.A.)}]

The Kohlberg Hierarchy of Love:

1.             Rape. On the basest level, the Individual is concerned only with self-interest and that which (s)he may get away with.
2.           Promiscuity. Barely better than rape, though it perpetually tries to escape its downstairs neighbor, this is a mindset wherein others are merely means towards ends, to be manipulated for personal gain.
3.           Formal Relationship. Herein, love is a measure of reciprocity, just as in promiscuity, but reciprocity is maintained by the observation of socially accessible norms which must be followed if intimacy is to be maintained. Deviance reflects poorly upon the deviant, and romantic failure may be pinned upon the failure to conform.
4.          Marriage. A legally binding contract, this is the goal of many formal relationships that seek to attain a relative permanence through the observation of rules, till Death or Divorce do us part.
5.           Unrequited Love. As convention falls away, so does the felt need for reciprocity. The post-conventional Individualist understands that norms are merely social contracts; authenticity occurs in the privacy of one’s own psyche, and the Heart is a Lonely Hunter. The intensity of a feeling, not its reciprocation, is a measure of its value, for the former is a measure of commitment and potential, whereas the valuation of the latter is merely reflective of the tendency for human beings to pursue a reward, which started on Level Two as merely an escape from Level Three.
I should note herein that Rejection is experienced so powerfully precisely because most social pressure operates on the Lower Levels, specifically levels two through four (though perhaps with an Unconscious Influence from Level One), centered about Level Three, which is most normative and prevalent. When I profess my love for someone, I fear rejection not only because I desire reciprocity, but because I know that, without reciprocity, I am forbidden to love. Yet this does not reflect upon the ulteriority of my motives. If I seek reciprocity by just means, rather than by manipulation, it is not that I am doing “the right thing for the wrong reasons”, but rather that I must take account of the “wrong reasons” in order to do the “right thing”, recognizing that those same reasons may in fact turn, if all goes well, into the Best of All Outcomes. If I should allow my fear of reproof to skew my judgement, however, I will be no better than the rapist, seeking only to operate within the confines of that which will keep me out of trouble. Simply by expressing my love, knowing its worth to be immutable regardless of the reception which it receives, I lay the ground for the Next Stage of Development, one which must by necessity protect my own right to make such an expression, so that it is not heard as merely a sales pitch:
6.          Consummate Love. Upon this level Romance is married to Reciprocal Altruism. Two people, each of them capable of unrequited love for the other, recognize within one another the readiness to make the Ultimate Sacrifice. Because each is willing to risk social standing and health for the Other, they protect and nurture one another as postconventional Individuals, recognizing a truer Freedom, Individuality, and Authenticity in this self-sacrifice, this disentanglement from the bonds of convention, than any who find their happiness in the relative safety of moral inferiority. It is upon this Level that our entire Ideal of Love is created. This is where the ballads come from, and it is from this platform that lovers can think to reach God. Hence religions and poets alike venerate this Ideal.
[({Dm.A.A.)}]

Friday, January 24, 2020

DUPL!C!TY:


Duplicity is a condition wherein the person you believe yourself to know and the person that that person is diverge. Unlike a delusion, this divergence is through no fault of your own; you err innocently and naively in a manner that can only have been orchestrated by the other, since you have held the other to a standard of integrity which only you possess. At the very moment that your friendship appears most stable, precious, and sincere, already the other has begun to move against you, without remorse. Clinging to the other’s word, ascribing integrity to it and honouring it, you are left to worry about what had happened to your friend, driven to more and more elaborate displays of loyalty or affection in the attempt to restore the correspondence. Once you are informed of an alternate history, almost invariably by a third party, your deepest fears will find corroboration. Yet these fears, having been irrational, could never have been enough to deter you. Had you considered the behaviour and intention of the other person, in the manner that the third party describes it, at the moment that it had happened, you would have been considered crazy, since it would have stood in such blaring opposition to everything that your ostensibly good friend had led you to believe. How is it, then, that women so often get away with this disappearing act? Why would men, who have yet to hear a reason for the split, one which could only have happened without reason and without even announcement, accept the moral burden for the tragedy? This much is certain: that the duplicitous woman is a narcissist. She accuses the man of caring for her TOO much, and men who have a defect in caring favour her. Yet what do we say when we accuse others of loving us excessively? We imply that while we expect others to admire us, so much so that we presume upon the admiration, we take the admiration for granted, for we have enough admiration to satisfy our pride. By so doing, a narcissist turns a relationship that might actually benefit her in many ways into one that only benefits her ego. By her own definition, it is unhealthy, though secretly it is only because she has been wasteful of the relationship she has cultivated. Most salient therefore is this lie: that there never WAS a relationship. Supposing that I say that I wish to maintain a friendship, I am left to grapple with the possibility that “space”, by its very nature ambiguous, meant nothing more than the sudden betrayal of a friendship, and that this sudden betrayal placed upon me the moral burden of its unconditional acceptance, even without notification, irrespective of my moral performance as a friend. It is because friendship itself is not considered a relationship, as though the latter category were some sort of a higher social stratum, that the feelings of warmth I feel for the illusion are marginalized by the illusionist.

[({Dm.A.A.)}]

Thursday, January 23, 2020

UN!CORP:


The twenty-first century will see the rise of corporate communism.
1.                Corporate executives will come to realize that there is more of an advantage to cooperation than there is to competition.
2.                C.E.O. positions will be assumed by communists who will restructure employee salaries based upon the Marxist notion “from each according to his ability, to each according to his need.”
3.                Promotions will be carried out in the context of a meritocracy that rewards loyalty to the company more so than it rewards results or performance.
4.                Company policies will be adopted across various businesses, thereby socially engineering moral behaviour and promoting reciprocal altruism.
5.                Corporations will combine into a global conglomerate: a centralized means of production run by an oligarchy of executives, not any one of whom would think to seize absolute power because the thought of handling such responsibility would be practically tantamount to mutually assured destruction.
6.                This will begin in the United States.
a. Up until this point, anti-Communism in the United States has largely been a radical response to the failed Marxist experiments in Europe and Asia.
b.                As this radicalism falls out of vogue, especially given the absurd caricature of neo-Conservatism that certain political figures and pundits have provided, the American populace will come to embrace Communism again as an ideology. A new history of Marxism will be taught in schools:
                                        i.    Marxist experiments in the twentieth century were the result of civil unrest, on a localized level, coupled with the dream of global solidarity.
                                     ii.    These experiments were carried out by a populace that lacked the means to appoint and to supervise a qualified oligarchy of leaders.
                                   iii.    Contemporary Marxism responds TO a globalized culture in answering civil unrest on the GLOBAL level. Owing to twentieth-century technology:
1.                Globalism is no longer a utopia but an imminent reality, and
2.                The populace is armed with a double-edged sword that at once spies upon the People but that enables the People to spy upon the Leaders.
3.                So long as those in power are also in control of Production, they must answer to all of their employees, without whom Production would be impossible.
4.                So long as the employees are reciprocal altruists, they will stand by one another in solidarity, so that no employee would ever be expendable.
c.  Given the United States’ global military hegemony, it is the only country in history with the capacity to enforce the establishment of a World State surrounding a Multinational Corporation.
                                        i.    Radical Islam may be eliminated through the modernization of Middle Eastern countries.
                                     ii.    Drug cartels may be eliminated through the legalization of scheduled drugs.
                                   iii.    Allegedly Communist dictatorships will be forced to open their borders and to assimilate under the threat of information warfare.
                                   iv.    Nuclear Holocaust will be deterred, as will environmental collapse.
7.                Human Beings will evolve according to Maslow’s Hierarchy of Needs.
a. All base needs will be answered by automation.
b.                As base needs are met, Human Beings will develop skills according to personal preference.
c.  The economy of the past tried to create “jobs” as technological progress eliminated positions. The New Economy will replace these jobs with entitlements.
d.                Entitled individuals will grow restless, and once they realize that any deviant road would lead to social failure, they will turn towards self-examination and the discovery and development of new potentialities within themselves for creative work and blossoming personality.
e. It will be easy to incentivize entitled individuals towards creative action, since they will only be those individuals who know that they lost their jobs through no fault of their own. Since they were compensated generously, they will not resent the System, but they will think of new ways in which to live within it, recognizing that having basic needs met is hardly ever enough and that only righteous, productive paths can lead to happiness. (Once misery has been mitigated, what follows is the pursuit of happiness via meaningful conduct.)
f.   The economy of the past adapted the Individual to the Society. The economy of the Future will adapt the Society to the Individual. Once all base needs are met, society becomes flexible. A populace inclined towards more scientific personalities, for instance, will have a greater focus upon Research and Development, whereas a more artistic society will tend towards Humanities. Whatever the trend may be, there will be no competition between the fields, since no consumer is ever totally unilateral.
8.                Capital will be replaced with money, and money will be replaced with credits. Credits will be assigned based upon needs. Merit and promotion will be regarded as intrinsic goods, appealing to the human desire for influence instead of avarice.
9.                Religions will see their ethics implemented within a totally secular context. Human beings will embody their latent angelic nature.
[({Dm.A.A.)}]