Chapter eight
The phone call came at ten thirty.
He leapt about an inch into the air when he heard it. Trying not to tremble but
unable to stifle a tremour in his heart, he picked up the phone. His own hand,
shaking, embarassed him.
“Who is this?” he asked.
“Hey, man.” Came the most jocular
voice he had ever heard. It seemed almost comforting to Fritz, although there
seemed to be a nervousness in it that, of course, might have been his own.
“Who...?” he repeated.
A brief pause betrayed a moment's
hesitation on the other end's part.
“Did you call for me?”
This struck Fritz, immediately, as
incredibly haunting. Then he put two and two together.
“Is this the Tech guy?”
“Yeah, totally, dude.” Fritz could
have sworn he heard a moment's withdrawn disdain in the man's voice, but then
he wondered HOW he might have heard that.
“Where were you all day?” Fritz
tried to sound curt, but not alienating, although he knew himself to be in the
right,
He thought he heard something like
chewing on the other end. “Don't know what you mean, man. Want me to look at something?” This time, Fritz
was practically sure that the other was almost mocking him. Keeping his head
cool, Fritz asked, “What's your name, anyway? James?” He remembered the
receptionist.
“Jake.” The guy, or kid, as Fritz
thought would be a more adequate description of him, sounded distracted and
slightly, but indifferently, off put by the mistake.
“Will you come up here?” Fritz
asked. He looked out the window at the black sky outside. If he could get away
with it, he would sleep here. Knowing that at least one other guy was in the
building made him suddenly not miss his apartment at all.
Another pause. “Umm,” he sounded
like he was chewing chow mein or something, “What's wrong with coming down
here?”
“Okay, honestly. I was looking for
you all day. I think you owe me a
visit. No offence.” Fritz felt himself suspended in time. A moment passed, and
then he heard a snicker. He became angry.
“Okay, what is funny?” He wished that Jake What's-his-name could see his
furrowed brow.
“Aww, no man I was just...” and his
voice was interrupted by another guffaw.
Christ, Fritz blasphemed to
himself, he's watching t.v.
“Okay,” Fritz gathered his
soundness of mind. “Well, just so you know, I'm coming down there now. Now, if
you want to meet me halfway: feel free to. I would just strongly advise that
you do because guess what? If you don't, I'll let Stephanie know. She's not
going to be happy either way, but there's no way in... there's just no way I'm
taking the blame for this. I'm sorry, Jake, but: This is your job.”
Pause.
“Who's Stephanie?”
What an idiot.
The walk down the spine of the
building was really no different from any of the other walks, according to
Fritz's objective mind. His subjective mind, however, was unscrupulous. He felt
like he were already being chased by some maniac. He found himself, momentarily,
fantasising that he were a prisoner of war somewhere. This was done with the
intent of clearing away the terror. Then he thought of what would happen if an
actual terrorist captured him, and he felt worse. He walked close to the
angularly spiraling rail whenever he passed by a door, too terrified to check
if any one of them was locked, but fully prepared to leap over should someone
emerge from it. Then he reasoned that, if some intruder emerged from any one of
the doors either above or below him, he would be entirely hosed. He began to
check every door. Some of them were locked. Others looked out over rows of
corridors upon which the deep blue light of the city settled. It would have
been a comforting sight in any other situation, but he kept shutting the door
behind him immediately upon each examination. He did so before a silhouette
could emerge from one of the cubicles. None appeared, however. All the way down
the thirty-story building, he tried keeping count of which doors were open and
which were locked. He was still trying to remember when he reached Jake's
floor.
The red corridor seemed almost
absurdly comforting. For the first time in maybe his life, he felt a sense of
almost adventurousness in finding this strange red corridor whose entire
character, standing now in juxtaposition to his deepest fears, lending an
almost asylum, as it stood apart in its own, albeit inexplicable and absurd,
dignity.
As he passed the door on his right,
he suddenly felt almost a sense of panic swipe over him, and he had to make a
considerable effort to efface it from his mind. If I get my marbles back, he
thought, I'm definitely Not letting this happen again. As he passed the door to
his right, he felt something even stranger, and therefore more terrifying. His mind
was cast inexplicably back to Stephanie. For some reason, he pictured her sitting at a magistrate's table and having
claws.
Arriving at the door labeled “Tech
Support Lab”, he knocked without interruption.
“Hello?! Hello??” He didn't care
that he was yelling.
No one answered.
He tried again. “JAKE!” He was even
stunned, momentarily, by his own aggression. It felt almost like someone else
within him had yelled it.
No answer. He pressed his ear to
the door. There were no sounds within. Did the son of a bitch go home? He could
not believe it. Then he thought: Well, I don't believe it. This is bullshit. I
need to know.
He raced back up the stairs, giving
up on remembering the doors.
He tried calling Jake. He had the
number inscribed on a tiny sticky-note. “Hello?” came Jake's voice, within a
few rings.
“Jake! Dude.” Fritz almost laughed
exasperatedly. “Where the hell are you? Aren't you in the Tech Lab?”
“Yeah, bro.”
“Where is it? I think I've been
going to the wrong place this whole time!! I'm such an idiot.” A sense of
comfort settled in his stomach. Parts of Fritz's body unclenched. It almost
felt, in fact, as though a warm glow had set in within the office.
“Dude, it's on the fuckin'... you
know where the Basement is?”
“Yes,” Fritz said, excitedly.
“Yeah. So you just go down the
corridor.”
“Okay, wait. What colour is the
corridor?”
“Uhh, hold on... it's red.”
Whatever warmth Fritz might have
felt now felt like only a sterile memory pushed aside and put at the distance
of objectivity. “How many red corridors ARE there?”
“Just one, dude.”
“And... you're There. Is that
correct?”
“Yep.”
“Okay, honestly: What the hell?
Where were you four minutes ago?”
“Been here, dude.”
[Dm.A.A.]
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