Who would listen to you
who has not yet felt the sting of pity for the sorrows of the World? You’re so
desperate that it’s incredible, as if by the suggestion you could get away with
this implies we live in Hell. It’s madness, the sheer thought of it: that for
some reason my convenience is secondary to your own, as if a single Soul would
take part in my systematic torment and exclusion. No one would desire such a
fate, so no one justifies you in your dealership of it. Some shuddered to
believe it possible, yet here you are expecting that I should have fathomed it beforehand!
What have I done but to trust you? Clearly I could have nothing to gain or to
attain by that, except for the assurance that my faith was well-bestowed upon
your arms. If mine was the mistake in trusting you, you might have found the
decency – the sheer HUMANITY – to remedy the error in service to my beneficent
intent. Yet you elected to abuse my error, turning my intent against me, just
to fuel your own. For whose convenience then was I sacrificed? The cause in
question? Clearly I must supervise your failure then in serving her. Now you
dare to add insult to injury by burdening the tragic scapegoat with your sin,
as if what I’d intended holds me in some debt, as if the evil you can just project
upon me in your narcissistic paranoia, as a POSSIBILITY, might justify the evil
you enacted in its Actuality. I will continue to surpass you in every means I
can fathom. Everyone will be included. This will serve us all, except for those
who would supplant it. We are human. So the human thing is to serve our
universal human needs. After all: by what other force have you lived a life
surpassing mine in every indulgence? I do no service to the World to tolerate
it, and neither will the World defend you in your trying to exclude me from it,
robbing victims of their voices, as if they were held, for their natural
vindictiveness, responsible for your own vices. Such is not Love.
Dm.A.A.
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