Chapter
four
Fritz would become
lucid one other time in his life. He lived, at this point, in an apartment in
Downtown San Diego. He lived on the third floor, overlooking the Burger King on
the edge of the city, from a diagonal angle. Behind a chain fence, the concrete
went on for some time, passing under shops and either dissolving into grassy,
unpopulated stretches or draining out into the highways. A bus would carry
passengers down – or up – this stream.
He took particular
precautions to lock away all of his items in a safe that only he knew the
combination to. He kept a lock on the refrigerator. His computer was bolted to
the desk. The legs of the desk were enclosed in cement blocks. His biggest fear
was that some police officer would have to investigate his apartment one night
in search of some suspect. Fritz would be innocent, of course, but there would
be no way to escape the awkwardness of the police's inquisitiveness when asked
to justify the blocks. As Fritz reasoned, the inexplicable presence of the
blocks in his room would appear as just cause to the officer to arrest him.
Yet it was worth
it.
The only part of
his apartment, in fact, that was at all moveable was his cellular telephone. He
kept it in a box beside his bed. He had bought the box in one of the colony of
thrift stores that were fixed, fated to grow no more, in the corner of the city
just past the great, monolythic skyscrapers through which buses and trolleys
would pass as though through a mountain pass, depositing passengers.
The lid was under a
thick book on programming.
He was flying an
airplane. He was a pilot. All of a sudden, his parents barged into the cockpit.
The stewardess apologised profusely, and to his profound frustration, claiming
that she had done all that she could to prevent this. Breathing deeply, eyes
staring in their trademark glares, he resolved himself to turn around and face
their angry voices. He rubbed his eyes dramatically and then turned about.
They were
complaining about their son. They said that he had pissed himself, and they refused
to sit next to him. Breathing in deeply again, rubbing his eyes again, he
explained that he had been their son,
and that he was no longer sitting there. They acted as though they hadn't heard
him. They continued to scream at him about how he should have installed
restrooms in the seats. They said that everyone should be able to sit and piss
in the seats when it so pleased them. He called them selfish. It was at this
moment that he turned about to see his plane hurtling towards a missile. He
ducked. The missile smashed through the window and traveled past both his
parents, who leapt to either side of it. It blasted away the central aisle of
the airplane.
The next thing he
knew, he was pressed up against the door of the cockpit, which had swung shut when
the airplane, following an explosion that sounded like a sonic boom, turned
into a nose-dive. He watched the plane plummet downwards, with both of his
parents huddled, more by virtue of the laws of physics than by the force of
compassion, at either side of him.
All that he could
think was, “Not again. I thought I secured that window thoroughly.”
The next thing he
knew, he was falling through the air. He was no longer wearing his uniform.
He reached into his
backpack. He extricated from it a key. Upon it was inscribed one word: “Fate.”
He thought, “But
shouldn't it say 'lucid'?”
He then realised
that he was sleeping. No sooner had he tried to take flight than he awoke.
There was a man in
his apartment.
Within seconds, the
silhouette disappeared. He seemed to disappear the moment Fritz screamed.
Fritz sprang from
bed. The golden light of the streetlights looked in on his room. The steady,
Piccassoesque blue of dawn was already somewhat present in his bedroom. His
heart was pounding and his mind racing. He wondered what time it was. After
turning on a sterile green light in his room and checking under his bed, he
removed the book lying atop his box. He lifted the lid. His phone was missing.
Within the minute,
someone was knocking on his door. At first, Fritz felt too disoriented to
answer it.
“Que es?”
It was his
landlady, Claudia. Fritz was almost enraged by her invasion of his privacy at
this very dire moment. He opened the door, regardless. He muttered to her, as
he opened it, quickly, “Did you just see a man running down the hall?! Was he
holding anything? Did you call the cops?!”
To his discontent,
he was met with only her blank, almost macho, impenetrable glare. “Lo siento,
Senor Franz. Didn't see no one. I only heard the noise.” She seemed only
slightly bewildered, a condition that unnerved him even more.
“Well, okay.” He
was furious now. “Can you go, then?”
She kept staring.
Why?
“Fritz. I don't
want to hear any more screaming.”
“Well, I'm sorry,
but I think, honestly, that you should call the police, because there's an
intruder in the building.”
Her grinning glare
seemed to yield for one moment as she, Fritz hoped, considered investigating.
“I didn't hear
nothing. No footsteps. Maybe you had a bad dream.”
Fritz could not
argue, but this was unsettling. He told her again to go away. She yielded, but
not before giving him a look of stern recognition he could not understand at
all. He had no interest in doing so. He shut the door and bolted it shut.
Why only the cell
phone? Wait.
He unbolted the
door and opened it again. She was passing down the bleak green aisle. He yelled
after her.
“Hey!” She turned
about abruptly, but her complexion seemed unphased.
“What time is it?”
Her eyebrows sank
into a perceptive, gently sarcastic stare. “Que hora?” She checked her watch.
“Four.” She raised four fingers innocently, as though to dissuade the
uncertainty and disbelief that his face still showed. He thanked her formally
and shut the door again.
The curtains were
closed. He had not done that. He turned on his monitor. For the first time in
three years, he had to wait for more than several seconds as the tiny bars that
lined up in a row to show that the OS was loading made a solid snake twelve
bars long and then disappeared to begin again. In fact, the computer did not
finish loading. He waited for something like five minutes, meanwhile trying to
gather his bearings. He was prepared to take to the streets again.
Drumming up enough
courage, he cast the curtains aside. The window was locked. A green, Oceanic
light, tempering its own intensity, leant a bleakness to these familiar streets
which, even despite his knowledge of the area and its dangers, felt comforting
to walk along in the daytime and to look out at from the third story from
behind a bolted window.
He perused the
room, examining every corner as though to find some crevasse through which the
intruder might have passed. He walked back and forth between the main room and
the kitchen innumerable times. His mind was too frantic to question his own
sanity in doing this. All that was on his mind was survival.
After several hours
had elapsed, he had to resolve himself to going to work. He took his briefcase
from his safe. He packed all of his prized belongings, including the
programming book, with the exception of his computer and his refrigerator. He
unbolted the refrigerator. No food was missing, thankfully. He loaded it into a
backpack that hung in his closet.
It was not until he
was just at the door that he noticed that it would not budge. He panicked. Was
he dreaming? He tried to become lucid. He jumped to see if he could fly. The
efforts were fruitless. He began to bang against the door, yelling for someone
to open up.
Claudia opened it
again. She looked bewildered, unnerved, and furious. All Mexicans, as far as
Fritz was concerned, were proficient multi-taskers where emotions were
concerned. She told him that he had bolted the door shut. He asked how that
could be so if she had opened it. She began to stare at him. All of a sudden,
her grin became enormous. Her head swelled to the size of a pumpkin and her
eyes were ablaze with a manic kind of malice. Terrified, Fritz withdrew into
the room. He would have closed the door, but she was already halfway in.
He had no choice.
Turning abruptly about, he broke into a run for the window. He would throw
himself through it. He could hear her running after him. A demonic scream
emanated from behind him.
He crashed through
the window, determined to fly away. He could not, however. He was falling
through the sky again. He was wearing his backpack. He tried to open the
backpack and to extricate from it the key. Instead, his clothes flew out,
unfurling. They made a parachute.
Penetrating the
black haze, he sank into the lighted part of the sky as though he had dived
into a swimming-pool.
The parachute
upheld Fritz, but he still plummeted with incredible velocity. He knew that his
legs would probably not break if he remembered how to do a tuck-and-roll. He
had never attempted this before, but he had heard of people doing this
successfully. He tucked his legs into a ring created by his arms. Pressing the
knees into his chest, he prepared to tuck his head inwards and to roll into a
run upon impact with the ground. But by the time that his shaking knees were
secure in his arms, the grassy wall that was the ground smashed into him and he
awoke yet again.
Dm.A.A.
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