Chapter
two.
Fritz had
been my business partner back then. He was homeless, yet he had a plan for
penetrating his predicament.
I had a
steady income, back then, from working as a cashier at a jewelry store. It was
by virtue of this income that I could afford to drop nearly forty dollars to
pay for a meal to sustain him one morning, at Callendar's Pies. He had as
rambunctuous a material appetite as I had an intellectual one, and between my
trying to convince him of the validity of religion in the face of scientific
orthodoxy, I watched him devour a meal of hash browns and potatoes. I did not
even notice that I had spent forty dollars on him until we received the check.
I let it
slide, naturally, but I did not let him forget this fact when he began to
castigate me for having spent several hundred dollars on sending an e-mail to
an old friend and, to my dearest hopes, prospective marital partner. What
followed was a heated argument. It had been the first argument betwixt us that
I could handle with a cool head.
He had
been homeless for one week. His plan was to use the money that our company
would make to escape his predicament.
We had
just started the company. Our intent was to develop software. We had no
programmers, but only a designer and an artist. We were idea people. His plan
was to spend several hundred dollars, as a company, on hardware. He had looked
into all of the details. I was the only one with money or an income, for that
matter. I was also in the process of quitting my work to pursue my intellectual
endeavours with greater fervour and concentration. Answering to a manager who
questioned her sanity routinely was beginning to take its toll on my own.
He told
me that, for the company to work, he needed my earnest promise that I would
never do anything 'like that' again. He said it as though he were convinced
that everyone within a hundred miles of us knew what he knew, with absolute
certainty. My decision to spend two-hundred and then some dollars on a social
networking account was as Unacceptable by his standards and convictions as
heresy. I do not exaggerate. I did not tell him what my reason for this
preoccupation had been. I just hinted that his own sentimentality towards
girls, being a personal matter, rendered his judgement towards me an act of hypocrisy.
That day,
our business relations ended. I would not see him again for three years.
Dm.A.A.
Dm.A.A.
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