I suppose that my question for
the American populace is this: why is the “pursuit of happiness” legal? I
understand even the earlier concept of “property”, as bizarre as that
capitalist invention is, better than this amendment to the Declaration. Take
the instance of homosexuality, for instance. It has yet to be proven to me that
the set of acts described as “homosexual” serve any utilitarian function, that
they are necessary either economically or environmentally, that they serve
either the Public Interest directly or a Higher Intelligence which serves
people indirectly. While all of these appeals may appear relative in scope, the
facts remain that they give individuals SOMETHING TO LIVE FOR, OUTSIDE of their
own happiness, so they may never have to question that they deserve to be
alive.
Conversely, I see a far more
admirable example set by Islamic extremists than by the American military. I
have it on the “authority” of a man who claims to have served in both the
agricultural and the military sector that the only true obstacle between
poverty and global prosperity is the individual will. Apparently, those farmers
who are valuated as “good people” by their employers and coworkers would sooner
fiddle while the world burns than to surrender the literal fruits of their
actions to serve EITHER their people OR their Gods, an unprecedented sacrilege
by any religious estimation which includes the sacred principles of yoga and
the concept of karma, both of which are somehow well-known words but the study of
which leaves one baffled by how perverse the present culture truly is, though
we do not wage war upon the Hindus for their beliefs, despite the fact that
their military is great and their holy texts are deeply martial. Even our songs
praise the deaths of millions just so that the few may enjoy fried chicken,
cold beer once a week, and loud recorded music. Yet we act shocked when a
civilian in perfectly good health protests the status quo by attacking a
concert!!
Conversely, the Islamic
extremists make no attempt to either rationalize their thoroughly absurd behavior
nor to descend into the same absurdity. Certainly a rational person would NEED
to believe in a God like Allah in order to justify his own reasoning, since
life would lose all meaning if all of one’s altruistic sacrifices were wasted
on inferior people and no part was insured by Divinity. The entire ideal of the
Warrior Archetype is far MORE salient and heroic in the instance of these religious
radicals than in the American military, whose religiosity is so divorced from
the austerity and strictures of the Christian Church which justifies it that it
ought to be embarrassing. Terrorists may believe that they will receive seventy
virgins in heaven as a reward, and if that were the case, it would alone
account for their superiority in character. I mean: if more people wanted to
screw virgins, there would be fewer virgins!! But at present we seem to live in
the most sexually repressed society in history, where constantly any act of love
is met with legal restriction, all with the CONSENT of the ruled, which the
ruling class never fails to remind us of and to make more impossible to acquire
for ourselves.
If the American idea of Heaven
were populated by sexy virgins, maybe *I* would know what sex felt like. But
the pursuit of happiness makes no provision for one’s induction, outside of
random chance and inexplicable emotion, from that point forth rewarding
experience with experience, wealth with wealth, and condemning all poverty to
its perpetuation, without explanation. And yet somehow the populace is unified
in its enjoyment of a state of affairs that, as the greatest writers of the
twentieth century prophesied, from Huxley through Salinger onward, they ought
NOT TO ENJOY.
It ought to be obvious that the
“pursuit of happiness” is infantile and narcissistic, but somehow it is
REWARDED even by those who do not directly benefit from its example, simply
because by following an example that they OUGHT TO find deeply questionable and
reprehensible they seek to avail themselves of the same depravity, a depravity
so severe that even a man who has protested these actions WELL BEFORE they had
affected his immediate person and prosperity could be held culpable once he was
himself made into a victim of this treachery against his humanity, under
SUSPICION of harbouring not only the SAME ETHIC as his assailant had exhibited
unapologetically, but an “ethic” which he had himself ALWAYS opposed, in good
faith and with selfless reason, which he is now penalized for having dishonoured
even though it only ever served itself, much like a Devil that could offer him
neither dignity nor transcendence.
I can understand things like
sexuality, in the abstract, within the context of a meritocracy that does not
offer them as conscious incentives but as unexpected rewards. But so long as
this meritocracy is sabotaged by those individuals who want only the reward and
not the honour of the merit, how can such a meritocracy function? I do not ask
these questions because I truly anticipate an answer; I don’t doubt that my
readers are as puzzled by these quandaries as I am. I merely hope to summarize
the plight of my entire generation rhetorically, so as to help to alleviate the
tremendous sin which by my existence I am heir to.
[({Dm.A.A.)}]
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