The dream from the
prior night was a complex of episodes
that were predominantly disturbing and unnerving. The most vivid of the images
involved bees. I was confronted with a swarm of bees that were probably from
the video ‘Doctor Bees’. I watched them operate in terrifyingly methodical
unity.I watched their leaders, who were slightly larger. At one point, I was
coated in them.
They operated according to a hive-mind. I could feel
the tension of their paralyzing conformity like the terror of schizophrenia in my
frontal lobe. I thought of the clicking of cicadas. The claim that such are the
sounds of ‘mating’ was the conviction that evoked the horror, even if that formal comparison –
between my agony and the chirping of cicadas– may have not crossed my mind
until now. dm.A.A.
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