Conclusion:
I will
not be accused of self-interest from an inferior moral posture. I have been
blameless in carrying out the Greatest Good to the extent of my human ability.
I have been hurt by self-interest and self-interest alone, and none of this was
my own. I will not be penalized for those needs that I would have had fulfilled
under the banner of justice, nor will I grovel before the sheer facts of human –
really INHUMAN – depravity, as though that could, against all the instruments
of Reason, serve as justification for such wrongs. My passions have been in
accord with my spiritual quest, and my wrongdoers had turned from this quest
despite my repeated warnings and attempts to nurture. My nurturing has been
exploited by moral degeneracy infracting upon innocence, and I only turned from
my healing quest when that same degenerate took the innocence of an other whom
I’ve loved. That innocence was mine to
absolve in my own; it did not belong to my parasite. He shall never judge of me
nor find refuge from my justice, for I know now that he has not lived up to his
own moral demands of me. I know this because I have internalized those values
and fought the moral fight that he was too great a coward to wage on the
sovereign soil of his own Soul. I know now that it is in the nature of a
parasite to accuse the host of parasitism, for to demoralize is to draw
goodness from a host as a tapeworm draws food from a digestive tract, only to
corrupt its name in hypocritical vainglory. A hypocrite must accuse the
innocent of hypocrisy, for it is in his nature to make accusations of others
that pertain exclusively to himself. A narcissist sees all others as only an
extension of his ego.
Dm.A.A.
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