It is not uncommon to find tripe on Google Images.
On one occasion, I searched for “Nazi philosophers” and got Friedrich Nietzsche
as my primary result.
For rather personal reasons I did a search on “Scorpio
Woman”. This was my first result:
Of course, any thing so cursory, unless it is a
famous quotation, will usually appeal to the delusions of the Ego. Yet perhaps,
as Life has taught me brutally and incomprehensibly, this peculiar set of
delusions is difficult for people to unriddle.
For me, it is not. Scorpio is of all the signs the
most akin to the Wizard of Oz. It is the sign that finds fault with all of
humanity and yet manages in the same breath to cite a narcissist’s Godlike
self-conception.
And people BELIEVE it!
Now: there are plenty of truly fascinating things
ABOUT Scorpio. But what is worse than being fooled by one? It is to allow her to
fool herself. At that point, it does not matter whether or not she actually
self-identifies with the veneer; you have given her excuses for neuroticism.
It follows karmically that I should dispossess
readers of this Romantic Inflation. The ideal set forth is seldom met, and when
it is fallen short of the Scorpio is either trying to construct the personality
from the roof down, hoping that persona will become fact, or otherwise she is
simply fronting and mirroring to hide an agenda or (more likely) a complete cacophony
of confusion.
1.
I don’t sit around feeling sorry for myself…
You probably don’t. You probably LIE around, passed
out drunk or high until your next spike of energy prompts you down a dark
corridor without a map or flashlight. And then you plan revenge just so that
God and the World can feel sorry for you as well.
And it works.
2.
… nor let people mistreat me.
This will relate to an other point about victimhood.
You cannot attest to “mistreatment” by precluding
the existence of a victim; the latter literally is the ground for determining
and ascertaining the former. “Mistreatment” all so implies a moral dictate that
all beings are obligated to follow; it cannot be arbitrary.
3.
I don’t respond to people who dictate to
me or try to bring me down.
The same sentence? Really?
People who “try to bring you down” are leveling with
you. Sometimes it truly is conformism and you should want no part in it.
(Though you probably shouldn’t listen to a statement of “should”, according to
your own criterion.) Other times it is a warning to stop messing up your life.
It is well-intentioned; if the other person knew what havoc you might wreak
upon HIS life, he would probably not be around long enough for you to get the
friendly warning.
Conversely, people who “dictate to you” are not
trying to BRING you DOWN but rather to PULL YOU UP. You might find yourself in
a deeply amoral, nihilistic swamp (what else do you expect of Fixed Water?) and
people are offering you advice to help yourself. Again: this is before they
realize the full impact that you might have upon THEIR well-being.
4.
If I fall I will rise up even stronger…
Not really. You will rise up more paranoid, more
disillusioned, more suicidal, and more likely to repeat the cycle of abuse.
5.
… because I am a survivor and not a
victim.
Again: you cannot be mistreated if you are not at
least potentially a victim. You need not have the victim MENTALITY, but you
CERTAINLY are not immune to the suffering that is the result of the wrongdoing
of others. Neither is this some thing that you need to tolerate. But NEITHER
should you be so bold as to PRESUME that you can all ways take action against
it. Often you will need help from others, and it will usually be in learning to
Let GO. This sign seems to be the most troubled of all of them, and most of its
pain is self-inflicted. The Will to Power – to control situations Absolutely –
has the tiny caveat that it tends to ENCROACH RUTHLESSLY UPON OTHERS’ LIVES. This
may be under false auspices at first, but it EXPLOITS the KINDNESS of people –
who are trying honestly to help – by reducing them to means towards ends who do
not even have a say in their own motives.
Why?
Trust is a strength. It is not a weakness.
Consider the earlier statement that you do not “LET
people mistreat you”. What does that mean?
If you are a “survivor” rather than a “victim”, have
you been mistreated, really? Admit that you have not. But of course that is not
hard to admit if you never LET people mistreat you.
But how can you prevent it? How would you even KNOW
what mistreatment were? You could learn from others, though you would not be
learning from the mistakes of the victims so much as that of their oppressors.
And what are you doing standing on the sidelines then?
To be a victim is not a mistake. To trust requires
courage. To violate an other’s trust requires only cowardice.
Perhaps you know what mistreatment is because YOU
are the oppressor? You admit that your pain is self-inflicted. But why should
WE admit that OUR pain is self-inflicted? You clearly aim to control US, for
there is NOTHING YOU CAN’T DO.
6.
I am in control of my life and there is
nothing I can’t achieve.
Woah, there, Caesar.
Glamorous as that image is that is a gross
overvaluation of the conscious will, TO PUT IT ACADEMICALLY.
If you could have that sort of power, all other
beings in your domain would have to answer to your tyranny. You would LITERALLY
be the source of all their problems. It would not follow logically from your
self-infliction that we too are self-inflicted. It would RATHER follow that we
too are afflicted by YOU, as YOU are, because that’s all that it’s about for
YOU. Isn’t it?
Admit it: any monarchical consciousness is entirely
self-centred. And to that same degree it is totally self-destructive.
This is what you really mean to say, then:
When you “don’t let people mistreat you” you are
really putting up a FRONT. You don’t GET mistreated because you are so busy
preventing it. This leaves you lonely and starved for company and attention, so
you claw at it by PRETENDING to have been mistreated. You often actually
believe this pretense, because you are so paranoid. It comes with the territory
of treating people with prejudice. Once you have severed ties with humanity,
you will experience the effects of alienation and they will be sublimated onto
any Other who does not act in accordance with that All Mighty Caesarian Will.
The “front” is that you are NOT weak but STRONG: a
SURVIVOR, not a VICTIM. I’ll table discussion on the ironical terminology to
get to the murky heart of the matter: you believe yourself to be a victim
SECRETLY, even though you never LET that happen to you, effectively adopting
the VICTIM MENTALITY. Then you repeat the self-inflicted abuse by abusing
OTHERS who possess the virtues of Availability, Trust, and Vulnerability in
greater quality than you do (and that is not hard to come by, even in THIS day
and age). FINALLY, you pretend towards blamelessness by telling them to emulate
YOU in your self-responsible machismo.
Because you are a SURVIVOR.
But now let’s address the tabled topic:
To be a “survivor” LITERALLY MEANS that you SURVIVED
some thing. All that means is that you are not dead, despite a misfortune.
MOST of the misfortunes in your life you will
SURVIVE!
You would have to be living in a bed of roses
otherwise.
If the first bad thing that happens to you kills
you, you are OUTRAGEOUSLY lucky.
If the SECOND bad thing that happens to you kills
you, consider it a welcome relief from the first.
If the THIRD bad thing that happens to you kills
you, then all ready MOST OF THE BAD THINGS THAT HAVE HAPPENED TO YOU YOU HAVE
SURVIVED. CONGRATULATIONS.
And it will continue this way until that ONE event,
out of the few or many, that ends your life. And this is fairly standard for
people.
Nothing about “being a survivor” is tough or
intimidating or masculine.
None of it is really sensitive or beautiful or
feminine, either.
It is a matter of fact.
VICTIMHOOD, on the other hand, is very real and very
scary.
It is the imposition of an other’s Will upon a
blameless self.
We have established: there ARE NO MISDEEDS if there
IS NO VICTIM.
So may be you are not a victim.
But you are PROBABLY a masochist and by extension a
sadist.
So you know about victimhood only what your own
misdeeds have produced.
You “survive” at the expense of people YOU mistreat.
Unless you are an exception.
And then you will admit that this photograph is…
Dm.A.A.
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